oh hello

Guys

I’m kind of attracted to Trevor Guthrie from the era of soulDecision’s first album, even despite this shirt?!?!

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I can’t be happy for my friends without being jealous of them and it’s pretty fucking annoying

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I think I’d rather not know what I want and just be “figuring it out” than know what I want and feel like a failure all the time because I can’t achieve those things. y’know?

Realizing you’re so emotionally attached to someone is bloody scary

It feels like a lot has happened in the past few weeks.  I’ve been getting out of the house a lot more and been spending time with amazing people and coming home after midnight on a regular basis so now my sleeping/showering schedule is out of whack.

I turned down a job offer for a chance at a job I really wanted. I got  it but after two weeks they had to cancel the job ‘cause the company is shutting down.  So the search begins again.

Things are starting pile up and normally all this uncertainty would make me want to rip my stomach out.  But I think I might be happier (and less anxious) than I’ve ever been.

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