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I dreamt I met four of Andrew Garfield’s relatives and I knew they were related because they all had his eyebrows.

I dreamt that someone was diagnosed with cancer and people were telling me to talk about my own experiences to comfort them.  But I refused and explained how I used to be happy and married with kids then I got cancer and by the time the cancer was gone, my husband left me and my kids hated me.

It’s like I was Celia Hodes or something.

Bradley James was working with kids with speech impediments and they all left with English accents.

a buffet.  But it also included mac ‘n cheese and sushi.  And Armie Hammer came to tell me to pick up the papers I dropped on the floor and that if I dropped an iPod he’d check all the music I had on it.  As he walked away I yelled at him and told him it wouldn’t matter because I only listen to good music and I have no guilty pleasures.

When I woke up I did not have breakfast.

“Babies are pretty chill - that’s assumed.”
- Nick Stahl as Ben Hawkins from Carnivàle

So in an effort to remember more about my dreams, I started to write things down in the middle of the night when I get up to pee.  I use them as small reminders when I write out the whole dream later.  

For that dream I mentioned earlier, in which I’m Jesse Eisenberg, I wrote down:
I was Jesse trying to win a girl’s heart.  We kept repeating a moment in time over and over again and we liked each other more and more because each time was slightly different and we could faintly remember all the previous times we lived that moment.

I don’t know why, but I really like that.

I’m also impressed that I formed such a long sentence half-awake when a lot of my other notes are more like “giant chicken” and “cold pants.”

and the world is encouraging it.

• There is always a movie of his playing when I turn the TV on.
• My parents don’t even make fun of him.  ”Oh hey, it’s him!”  ”He was really good in that other movie we watched!”  So I have no reason not to watch whichever movie is on.
• I was Jesse Eisenberg in last night’s dream.  All the girls liked me but I didn’t really care because there was only one nice girl I was interested in and I made her fall in love with me while being incredibly charming and having a super nice smile.
• Tumblr.